i hate it i hate it!!!

i'm crying almost everyday
why?
not because i'm getting emo or wadeva shit crap
but its just that.
work is so stressful.
boss keep on demanding things from me.
my neck is aching from all the work that i've done.
having OT and finishing up the project on my own.


sigh.
plus i think of my piano theory exam. i'll get super stress.
sigh
i tried to do the past year exam papers
but i just cannot do a single question at all!
sigh. plus my exam is nearing already
i really dunno wad to do at all.
i've been trying to study those notes. but den.
sigh sigh.
i just can't
and nowadaes i'm getting frustrated with everything!
this sucks man.

i hate it.
daniel came back to office yesterdae at 7 plus when no one was left. only adeline cause she was waiting for her bf to fetch her.
sigh
den daniel gotta shock.
he came and help me for a while and den called andy to negotiate abit to let me go home.
i called darling and told him i finish work.
den he told me.
u called me just to tell me?!
...
sigh nvm.
well todae. damn freakign busy.
had a BAD MORNING!
rushed to go to work at 7 plus but when i reached bedok.
i forgot to bring my hp.
sigh
so went back home and cab down to work.


i just feel very lousy lah.
yups.
ivan wong called me last night. hahaa
its been ages since ivan wong called me
hahaa. about a year ago? lol.
he could hear i was very tired and not in a happy mood.
so he said he will call me another time.

i feel so pressurize with everything.
wth wth wth.
sigh.
dunno lah.
i dun like this feeling.
i hate it!
please love me even more.