i'm being emo.
i've been thinking if my bf thinks that meeting up with me is a chore.
this relationship is so damn different from others.
my ex would contact me everyday.
but my bf?
he wouldn't.

other people would celebrate their anniversary, but i haven even celebrated one. =(
my friends said i've cried the most for this relationship.

i noe i'm a obsessive girlfriend.
but he doesn't seem to care about me.
thats wad i feel from him.
sigh...

sometimes i just wanna let go.
but i just can't
maybe i really love him =(

he admitted he issen a good boyfriend.
but i'm sure he can change right??
sigh. i dunno wad to do...
everytime i think about us, i start to tear =(
i don't seem to think of any happy moments we had.
but only all the sad ones.

when i msg him, he don't reply
when i msg my ex, they reply!

i'm feeling so damn crappy now.
there are things i wanna do with my boy.
going out to shop, even though i noe he hates it.
spending time together.
i wanna go to some places but he always seems so tired and busy.

mom asked me wad happen between my boy and i.
well i said nothing happen.
just that we're not meeting so i'm out with my mom.

and my boy didn't msg me the whole day.
until evening time when he reminded me to pass him sth.

i can't be understanding all the time.
i'm a human, not a robot.
i've got feelings too.