well. slept till damn shiok this morning.
went to school.
well didn't noe there was the database open book test! OMG.
wah lan. nv even bring the book. fuck sia. urgh
so well. can search on the web
so i did lahs.
and copied answers from kartik HAHA!
went to library as usual.
watched night at the musuem on kenneth's lappy.
den went for the DMD flash test.
wah i wanna die lah.
cause my solution was like so damn farkin different from the sample one.
well i didn't care much too.
maybe its due to menses, but i was emo-ing on the way back home!
i was thinking if darlin is really the man for me.
felt kinda neglected from the way he treats me.
like he treat his friends way better than me.
well i don't mind that he treat his friends well, but have he ever spare a thought for me?
leavin me with only so little time to spend time with him.
i'm happy to spend those time with him.
but when was the last time we ever went out?
when was the last time we went for a movie?
i'm starting to feel dat its a routine to meet only for a lil while and then he leaves to meet his clique to spend the whole day.
ever since HE left, i noe darlin wants to be with his friends whenever their gg out.
but what happens if i'm gone one day?
hmm. i guess i'm just thinkin too much.
well i am actually.
people said woah, sarah your bf and u can last so long ah. u must be such a good girlfriend.
den i was thinkin. hmm cause i nv get to see him most of the time dats why we can last so long?
quite a while ago, he told me that he is sorry for being so self centered.
cause i've already given up to ask him when he is free to go out and all.
he thought we were gg to end this relationship.
but i'm just kinda disappointed that he is leavin so lil time for me.
i'm glad he doesn't read my blog. so that i can pen down my thoughts on this blog.
if one day he asks me how long we can last,
i'll say: quite long, but we'll never last forever.
ANYWAYS!
tml's gg to be a long day.
gg to be in school the whole day.
den rush to get flowers for my grandma's birthday celebration.
