its monday once again. emo monday. =(
was with darl during the weekends.

mom smsed me and asked me what happen to me.
i don't know how to explain to her about my current christian walk with God.
why am i like this?
how did i become like this?
i used to be a cell leader, so enthu for Christ.
yet now?
skipping church services and even cell.

school was rather shit as usual. walked home in the rain and started to think if he really cares for me. crying while bathing was a freaking shitty feeling.
i've never been so down for such a long time!
exams are coming, yet i'm not studying.
sigh.

i hope this feeling will be gone soon.
remember guys,

GOD LOVES YOU =)
and i know he loves me too. thats for sure.