sweets! won ard $100 today =)

visited Boy's ah ma today.
sigh looking at her reminds me of my grandmother.
i was holding back my tears when i was telling ah ma to eat more but she said all the bruises and nt being able to eat much are the reasons why she is going to die soon.

sigh..
both my grandmas said the same thing too.
especially when my maternal grandma was in the hospital, because the urine bag tube was at the wrong place, causing her to have great pain at her abdomen area.
so pain till she couldn't even sit straight. and she kept telling my mom that just leave her like this, let her die. she don't want to suffer anymore..
sigh...

every elderly thinks that as long as they land up in the hospital means they are going to die. why? sighh..
my late grandfather kept on saying he wants to die when he was at the hospital too.
till one day, he left us.
He was a man with few words.
A humble man who set up a small shop to repair shoes and even make shoes.
i looked at my mom's bowling shoes and thought about how she praised him for making such wonderful shoes.
its been so many years yet the white leather didn't turn yellow at all. neither did it became a useless pair of shoes.
i'm so proud of him =)


don't they wanna live longer to see their grand children or even to have great-grand children?

on a happier note,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALL THE CHINESE PEEPS! =)
its ren ri!
the 7th day of chinese new year.